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i am. doing it now

lets talk about timing, shall we? “i just don’t think its the right time.” i can’t tell whether i use it as an excuse because i don’t want to do something, because i’m scared, or simply because it’s habit. & is it because i don’t think it’s the right timing, or is that what society is telling me? all i do know is that it is constantly standing in the way.

this pic was taken in california from my trip in february. my friends and i planned this less than a month before, jumped on a plane, had to sleep at the vegas airport, had (& still have) no money, and could only stay for one full day. was it the “right time”? hell no. was it an amazing trip? yes.

obviously, some times there are things standing in my way. eg. i can’t just take a week off of school if i want to graduate. but with most things, i’m simply denying myself something that would make me hella happy because it’s not the right timing. yet, i can never pinpoint when the right time will be. it’s now or never, baby. take that leap!

“when i get older i’ll…” & “if i had the time i’d…” are such common phrases in my vocabulary. but why wait? if it feels right right now, then why push it off? i could be dead tomorrow for pete’s sake! do it for pete!

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